Hi,readers. I have a guilt confession. To whom it may concern,will b a secret.You know who you are if you are reading. Well,i dont think so you will. Anyway,its not her fault its mine. If you have to blame someone blame it on me. Yes,i know you wont & dont want to blame me but you have to. Because its not her fault at all. yes,when you told me you have forgiven her,but deep down inside you havent. I can do nothing to make you change your thinking or to make you forgive her. Its tough on you but you will be making things even harder if you dont appeal to what i say. I hope you can help me & forgive her. Afterall,she is my ______. After she hung up,she talked to me,nicely. She sort things out & now i have a clearer view of what she wants me to do. I wasnt honest & it is all my fault. Please get that in your mind. Even if I say anything anymore it might not work. & now i feel so awkard to talk to you lest to meet you. OMG. I know you are hurt right now but please,let things cool down. I dont think i will be able to talk to you more often,really. I'm very sorry. Please forvgive me because I know behind those joking & fun personality you have a big heart. & it really hurts me when you scolded her. Yes,I am talking really nicely when i shouldnt because you scolded her. i hope taking things into my own hands & solving it calmly would help. Once again,SORRY.