Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 5:20 PM
Heloohs,readers.
How’s your day? I’m absolutely ecstatic right now. Why?
I had a small Bdae Celebration,just now.
Mummy did some cooking,ate and TADAAA…I got my presents :)
Hoho..and I’m expecting a Dinner Date for my bdae. Wee~
Hopefully I can make it :D
Alright,so tomorrow and Tuesday I have Adam Khoo’s workshop from 8am to 5pm.
Jyeahs! No lesson. Beh day,people,Beh day!
Lol.
Anyway,I need you help.
I know a friend whom is in this situation and she wants some advice and solution to her problem.
Here goes:
She's attached to Guy A. However,there's a third party that came along,Guy B.
She's now madly in LOVe with Guy B and her love for Guy A is starting to fade.
However,she's been with Guy A for over 5years and with Guy B in just few months.
So,she's wondering if she should stick to Guy A or move on with Guy B.
So,what's your opinion,readers?
Do tag me. My dearest friend is in Dilemma,do help yah.
IN MY OPINION:
I figured that all guys are jerks,however,I wont be biased in this case.
Since my friend had spent such a long time with Guy A,I think she should stick with him.
Unfortunately,my friend is stubborn. She said Guy B is much more romantic and nicer to her.
I told her that Guy B is sweet to her and all is because he wants to win her heart,thats all.
Aint I right?
So,I told her to stick with Guy A :)
So,whats your opinion,people?
Tag me,yah.
Thanks. That shall be all for today's post. :):)
I'm confused,what should I do?
xoxo,HazizahMiller
Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ 11:31 AM
Heloohs,readers :D
I'm tired. Hee...
Anyway,my headache was killing me ytd night. Gosh. When I woke up so many text. Haha.
Sorry,didnt reply. Hehheh.
Anyway,when I weigh myself on the starting of this week,I was 60kg.
FAT ASS RIGHT.
Then,when I weigh myself again I'm 55kg. Hee...
Happy siot. 1 week can lose about 5kg.
Amazing stuff(?). Nah,I have too many activities this week and was really stressed so I didnt eat much,hence,I lost that 5kg. Maybe,and my current aim is to be as close as poossible to 50kg.
COME ON,HAZIZAH. YOU CAN DO IT! GET YOUR LAZY ASS TO THE GYM. HURRY!
BEFORE ITS TOO LATE. xD
Alright,I'm not sure whats my plan today. Most prolly hitting the gym or just rest.
Headache and leg is still killing me D:
Gosh. Alright I shall end this post with a song lyric,yah.
Tc.
BON JOVI-I Live my life for you
You know you're everything to me
and I could never see
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
and no matter what you doI promise you my heart
I've built my world around you
and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for youI want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for youI dedicate my life to you,
you know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together
I just can't live without you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
[ Repeat ]
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you
I've built my world around you
and I want you to knowI need you like I've never needed anyone before
Begging you please dont go
xoxo,HazizahMiller
Friday, March 27, 2009 @ 8:38 PM
Heloohs,readers!
I havent been blogging,I know.
Its been one of the most busiest week.
It started off with Monday having a parade rehearsal. I just trained my cadets and I didnt get any training. Hoho.
Then bla3 next day,Tuesday,same rehearsal.
this time I received a last min. news that I have to compete with my senior then they shall determine the First parade commander. And,YAY! I got selected despite getting to know many2 commands on the spot :D:D
Then,Wednesday was combined rehearsal with other UG,supposedly but it rained so only us,GOH had rehearsal. BB officers said I did great. Cheerios to that :D:D
However,on Thursday I was supposed to meet Azman and company but I forgot!
I left home early coz' thats the only day I end early and I have tuition D:
And how could I ever forget. Now,I dont know how meet him D:
Nevermind,destiny. Haha. Mcm phm.
And lastly,today,Friday.
SPORTS DAY!
I sucked. I swear. Haha.
1. I didnt eat anything and I ran with an empty stomach and my stomach was growling.Hehheh.
2. I ran super slow. Haha.
3. My backbone and hip felt painful
4. I realise I cannot and should not attempt sprinting anymore due to my asthma. It almost came back just now. Thank god it didnt :D
My position all sucked. And I should have run long distance. Shucks,nevermind.
Anyway,I seriously miss chatting and hanging out with an old friend of mine. I have not contacted him for idk-how-long D;
Sobs. But,nevermind I shall just pray for his happiness and I wonder where is he now.
Poly,most prob. Ok,I should stop thinking. Damn.
Alright,I should convert my thinking to something else. Lol.
Ok,I'm really bored. Shall find something to do. Byeeeeee!
Disgusted with myself
xoxo,HazizahMiller
Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 7:05 PM
Will update soon. I have a busy scehdule this week.
Screw being in a parade.
And,I've expected this year's 020409 will be one of the most boring memories.
Someone,anyone,PLEASE. Help cheer me up on that day,yeahs!
Do I have a beautiful smile?
xoxo,Hazizah Miller
Saturday, March 21, 2009 @ 10:12 AM
HeyHey.
I'm feeling much better today. Thanks to my greatest big brother :) and a friend whom so-called comforted me yesterday. And I'm very sorry to you-know-who because I scared the shit outta him (?)
He has never seen me in my worst,that's why he was shocked I guess. Sorry,yah.
Anyhoo,I'm going out later to Expo for the adidas sale and my mum is most prolly gonna buy me my bdae present there(?). Hope so lahs hor..
And talking about Bdae,I have parade rehearsal on myy bdae! WTH. Was super upset lor.
Haiz. Nvm,obstacles. :)
Btw,I wanna wish HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO MY VERY SPECIAL GF,ULIN NUHA.
ILY LOADS! GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR O'LVLS!
Hm..alright,I'm now off to blog my private blog. :)
Toodles. Tc.
Do I have a beautiful smile?
xoxo,Hazizah Miller
Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 11:20 PM
Heyho. I'm back from camp with INJURIES. Damn.
Actually,its my old injury that came back and I still wont want visit the doctor. Hilarious,much?
Anyway,I shall not elaborate what happened at camp.
It just sux,big time. Training camp mahx,whatcha expect,right?
And,I'm ohso NOT myself now. I dont know what happened.
GOsh. Am freaking stress right now?
Will blog again when I'm better yah. Tc pple. :)
Its hard to pretend everything's ok when its not
xoxo,Hazizah Miller
Sunday, March 15, 2009 @ 6:51 PM

WeeHoo :)
Alright,today is a sunday and its absolutely a short weekend for me,yah.
In the morning I went to Sg Expo with Mummy,Daddy,Bro and Aunt for 'Maulud'
Then,had late lunch at Bedok Town Food Centre(?)
And head home straight away since Mummy is a lil sick.
And,FYI,I still have Amaths hwk to complete for tmrw's tuition. Damn.
I guess I shall mug tonight and chiong all the way? Hope so. LOL.
Anyway,I HATE my sister so much. Wanna know why?
She said she was going KL with the Fiancee's family on saturday so I happily went home on friday after camp hoping to meet her BUT she went on friday morning instead.
Now,Its been almost a WEEK since I last saw her and I truly miss her,somehow.
Haha.
Oi,B____, I miss you larh seyhh! Muackz!
Gonna meet you tonight,yay! Better buy something for me hor! xD
Anyway,I'm texting someone. He is SUPERDUPER random. OMG!
Gosh,anyway,I spent my saturday at home resting coz' I was really exhausted due to the camp.
I ended up chatting with my BigBrother on MSN. Aw..he's really sweet okay!
Will try my best to meet him on my Bdae! MUSTMUST! xD
Love ya' BigBrother! :):)
That shall be all?
Have a great holidays,readers!
Its hard to pretend everything's ok when its not
xoxo,Hazizah Miller
Saturday, March 14, 2009 @ 9:40 PM
Heloohs,Readers!
I'm currently chatting online and getting updates from fellow friends abt the Manu-Liverpool match.
Ass,Heart Ache sia. Darn it.
Nevermind,I have faith in ManU.
Come on,guys!
Kiss my ass,Liverpool!
Its hard to pretend everything's ok when its not
xoxo,Hazizah Miller
@ 11:21 AM
EDITED*
Heloohs,Readers. Got miss me? Teehee...
DAY 1:
ONLY FOR SLs[student leaders]
-Head to Changi MOE coast adventure camp to see the place
-went back to school for dinner
-briefing and some games
-early night around 11+pm
DAY 2:
-head to Changi around 7.30 am with th campers[sec 2s]
-Ra-ra in the bus,quite fun lor..
-while the SLs and campers went for some ice breakers
-the TOP 4 stayed behind and took care of their bags
[was cheorographing dance steps during that time,hehe]
-had lunch
than my duty during the camp was to patrol and help out other grps
-had dinner
-went for amazing race at east coast
-i went for the race with GRP 11 and we won! yay!
-had supper at east coast since we won
-head back to changi
-debrief
-shower time
-and I did sanctuary night duty ALONE [most of the time]
WHY? COZ THE REST NVR WAKE UP AND HELP. HEH
-so,i didnt sleep a wink at all
BUT LUCKILY someone accompanied me on the phone.
And the same person happened to pass by my campsite and yelled my name,TWICE! Haha.
DAY3:
I stick with the station master[LDCs people]
*leadership trainers*
It was the most fun part of my camp? Laughed alot sia.
There was Azman,nvr stop bullying pei sim,haha. Shi jie[??] super funny and 2 more i forgot their names. hee..
Lucky they coming over 2nd wk of term 2 so I can take my pics. hee..esp with Azman.
Eh,A-z man,i veh tall hor. Haha.
Then had campfire preparation,help grp 11 with their dance. hee..
and I hosted the campfire..was quite okayy lahs..
than did sanctuary night duty and slept fr only 2-3hrs. What crap.
DAY4:
I'm HOME AND I SLEPT AT 4PM TILL THIS MORNING 9.30AM.
Haha.
More than 15hours of sleep,amazing. Haha.
xD
Its hard to pretend that everything's ok when its not
xoxo,Hazizah Miller
Monday, March 09, 2009 @ 4:02 PM
Heloohs,Readers! xD
This will be a short post.
Monday,090309 (today)
Well,I was ALMOST late this morning. Hee..
Then had CME,VE which I cant rmbr what I did. Hah.
Then followed by Beh's lesson (amaths/emaths)
Well,amazingly,Beh's lesson was F-U-N!
Whyy? Coz' Azimah sat beside me and we shared alot! Hehes.
Haha,Azimah understands me ALOT. Didnt realise we had great chemistry.
LOL. Thx,Azimah. You're like my MENTOR. Hahhah!
Then the rest of th days went by quite fast,somehow.
Skipped tutorial since I have tuition and I got 3/30 for my Amaths level test which I didnt study for. Haha. Wh cares. Not included in O'lvls anyway. Hah.
And I have a few things to do:
-prepare specifications for Ms Ho
-Pack my camping bag
-Print discipline card (SJAB)
-complete overdue hwks (NEVER happening)
What else?
Thats all,for now. Hmm...
Alright,gotta get going. Need get my ass up and "reduce" my to-do list.
Anyway,miss me hor.
Its hard to pretend everything's ok when its not
xoxo,Hazizah Miller
Sunday, March 08, 2009 @ 10:07 PM
Heyho. Guess what. I've been finding skins since god knows when and I couldnt find any skins that make me fall in love with it.
Sickening piece of shitsxz. Stress sia.
I do not know how many skins I've viewed,still none I like.
Is it me or issit seriously all the skins sucks?
If only I'm clever enough to create my own skin. I would.
Gosh.
Anyway,I spent my sunday at home :)
Okay lahs,was a lil boring till someone perks me up and gave me a surprise.
Aw..Thx! xD
Shall not elaborate :P
Then my Mum's friends came shortly after.
"Break"
Another batch came. =_=""
Then,I just had ice cream followed by dinner. Weird uhs?
Terbalik sia..Who cares,anyway.
&& JUST FYI,I'M HAVING CAMP FROM 10-13MARCH.
SO,I HAVE NO ACCESS TO INTERNET/LAPTOP/COMPUTER for me to visit my blog and others.
Alright,I gotta go?
Nah,I have nothing to update. I have peekas so Iwill try to upload by before I go camp?
Yeahs,right! xD
Hehes...
To you-know-who:
I'm gonna miss you. Come back soon hor! :D
Its hard to pretend everything's ok when its not
xoxo,Hazizah Miller
Saturday, March 07, 2009 @ 6:48 PM

Weehoo.
Heyhey,guess what I"M BORED!
Anyway,MR. STEVEN TRAVIS,you texted me but you havent tagged me. Heh.
xD You'd better do so soon hor.. Heh.
Alright,I shall blog about my Saturday. Freaking boring,cans..
SATURDAY,070309
-Had malay O'lvl thingy
-left early & head fr SJAB HQ
-Sat for K.O.T.O test.
*was kinda easy since I studied,great achievement huh?*
-Met up with-you-know-who
*I was cursing Bukit Batok & Yishun on my way home. Haha. Hilarious shitsxz!*
-Now,BLOGGING.
Teehee...xD
Boring right? I have so many catching with my hwk to do. But,siian sia. nvm,I will TRY to do it later.
K,I have peekas to upload but Im effing lazy,so whatever...
Anyway,when I was at the Malay O'lvl thingy I saw someone I totally disgust. Grr...
Ass. I was smiling at my friend[infront of him] and he thot I was smiling at him?
Kanasai,Fat hope :P Heh.
Anyway,here's a lil something I got on facebook regarding my birthday,check it out.
Freaking true sia!
xD
Birthday meaning
You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This might happens because you are too busy with your mission and shut yourself from the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a slight chance for self-control problem.
Your Love.
Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem to be contented with your unrequited love. You are a romantic and loyal lover.
Strengths
Optimistic, brilliantly sociable and motivated to win the best in life
Weaknesses
Unrealistic, stubborn and reluctant to confront problems.
Best Jobs
Politicians and media men
Cool huh. I like the job part! Politician. Haha.
No wonder I can debate. Hee..
Soon,my Mummy's friends coming over,gonna stay in my room and chat @ MSN. Haha.
Alright,great idea. Heh.
Internet is being sucha B*tch right now.
Stupid crap.Nevermind..
Its hard to pretend that eveything's ok,when its not.
xoxo,Hazizah Miller
Wednesday, March 04, 2009 @ 5:01 PM
Yo! Wassup?
How's my day?
Friday:
IT SUCKS TO THE XCORE.
Something happened. Made a decision. Hope its th right one. OMG.
Stress,cans..?
Nvm,put that aside.
Had Lunch @ Westmall,Macd. Was laughing my ass off like crazy.
Somehow I was super hyper,a lil :)
*way to release a lil stress*
Thursday:
OMG. Nothing can describe how tiring my day was.
-End school @ 2.30pm.
-Had a short SL briefing.
-Off to exchange programme,had school tour.
-Rush for Long jump @ 4.30pm
*I jumped despite knowing I have a knee injury,Hee*
-Had SJAB
*kena pumping almost 100 times. Thx,Juniors! [sarcasm]*
-End my day in school around 6.45pm
KANASAI. Tiring sia. Bodoh kacang.
Anyway,so many people ask about my knee and kept saying Im prone to injury,How true ehs..
Uhm,my knee has a problem and I didnt even visit the doctor,well,lazy uhs..
It will hurt whenever I do any physical activities. So,after every activity,it will hurt.
However,this week is the most painful I have ever beared with coz' we did ALOT during PE plus punishment during SJAB,all thanks to juniors. So,imagine how much Ive suffered?
Sad right?
haha,k,so pathetic.
Alright,off to treat my knee *forced by my friend,the Mr. Sportsman,heh* ++ tuition. Haiz,siian.
Its hard to pretend that everything's ok,when its not.
xoxo,Hazizah Miller
@ 5:01 PM
Heloohs!
Miss me? Hee..
Hey,Ive re-opened my blog all coz of AZIMAH!
Haha. She once said that she would blog-hopped to my blog hoping that it would reopen again.
So tadaa! Haha. Sweet right me? Reopen for AZIMAH's sake.
Hee ;D
Alright,I shall post a proper entry soon.
And new "rules" of my blog:
-I'll blog at LEAST once a week,only.
[so stop bugging me to update,blablabla]
-Links will be updated as and when I wish to.
[haha,attitude]
Alright,gotta go,for now.
Will be back to re-organise my blog,soon.
It needs LOADS of updates.
That's all.
Its hard to pretend that everything's ok,when its not.
xoxo,Hazizah Miller