Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 2:01 PM
STONE GRILL.
Johor Bahru,Malaysia

Weehoo :)
Okay,I think this might be a long post. MAYBE.
I have a few dedication posts:)
Alright,I shall start with a dedicated post to DEAREST Arsenal Fans.
ARSENAL LOST. CHEERIOS :)Okay,I could have said ManU won but when I siad Arsenal LOST I think the impact should be greater. Hehe. Anyways,Arsenal lost because... Okay,*inside joke*
Next,a dedicated entry for my Dearest BigBrother,Steven Travis.
How are you? I hope you're fine. Anyway,I might have something to help you to C.O.P.E with whatever you're facing.
C. Calm yourself down. If you dont,things may get messy and you'd wont be able to solve your problems or move on.
O. Options. Find options/things you can do to release your stress/anger for awhile.
P. Positive thinking. You have to think positively. Look ahead and not "drool" over your problems,alright.
E. Explore. You have to think of ways to manage your problem. If its recurrence problem,something is wrong so track back and Explore your solutions.
And lastly,ILOVEYOU! Do take care of yourself and text me immediately if you need a listnening ear or a shoulder to cry on,yah.
XOXO,ALLISON Miller.
I'm sweet right? Ceh. Kidding lahs...
Next,I wanna thank You-know-who.
Well,I've been busy and I didnt had the chance to thank him for being absolutely concern towards me. And you guys wanna know something,he can read my mind. Sort of.
I texted him asking whether he remember that I had an injury at my arm around last 2 months(?) And he said yes. Next was he suspected that its injured coz' I asked him out of the blue. BUT,I denied. I said it was a random qns. But guess what,You-know-who is right!
Its injured now. Haha. Clever right? Or should HE say Fated? Haha.
To my Dearest Friend,Mr. S.
Haha. He doesnt read my blog but I shall just post to get this iritating bugging feeling thats bugging me. I need it out of my head. He asked me a few qns. Here goes the answer :)
1) What type of guys I want to be as my Best Guy Friend?
2) Why do I "hate" guys so much?
Okay,iritating qns,huh.
1) I need him to be caring,seriously. A good person for me to share great laughters with. A friend whom I'm comfortable and can do things together. A friend whom puts studies first. Someone who wont lead me astray. Just being a good companion. Someone I can debate with. :)
Behaves himself appropriately. And lastly,open minded and he should NOT neglect me even if he has a GF. Hah. The last one,kidding ehs... :)
Alright,first qns done. Pheww.
2) I dont hate guys,I think. Its just that some guys had left a bad impression on me. It takes only one person to spoil the entire population,get it? Heh. And to me guys only have one thing they look for in girls,beauty. NOT inner beauty just beauty on the surface. They just want that and dont care about whats the inside. Thus,I felt that all guys are jerks. (Mind me. No offence,guys)
However,I've heard from a few that they,instead,go for inner beauty and only time will tell if its true. Therefore,Mr. S,I need time before I can finally accept the fact that guys are not bad afterall(?) Simple.
Okay,I've answered your most annoying qns. Anymore qns,people? Heh.
Alright,what else shall I blog?
Hm...I've changed :)
For the better that is. I'm more focused on my studies now. I've been stduying quite regularly almost everday. Am proud of myself. I've also become one of the kiasu kids. I've tried out sample papers given by my teachers. I'm now more positive in achieving good grades for O'levels. I'm now motivated to study and I'm aiming for 12 points for my O'levels,insya Allah.
I've also cut down on my chocolate and chicken intake :) Proud of myself,yaw. So,people,if I stuff myself with junk into my mouth,slap me on my face,HARD. Hoho. Thanks :)
Next,Mr. S also mentioned I'm much more cheerful now. Hehes. Am I? I supposed so.
Okay,here's a random something. I was chatting with Mr. S and he asked about my knee condition. So I told him I was suffering and I felt like chopping off my legs but he said NO!
Guess why. Because if I were to chop off my legs,he wont be able to call me Sexy Legs.
Well,there's a reason why I was given that nickname. Embarrasing oii! Haha. Nevermind,think positive. C-OM-P-L-I-M-E-N-T.
Alright,quite a long post,huh?
Hee xD Its been so long since I post super long?
Okay,so how's school today?
Normal. Quite slack,actually. And geog was crazy. Hahhah.
Okay,I should stop.
P/s I need to lose weight :)
Right Round. Love,Sex,Magic. Untouched. Thinking of you. Love Game.
xoxo,HazizahMiller
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 3:32 PM
Weehoo :)
Okay,havent been updating. Sorry :) And I'm blogging now coz' someone is pestering me too.
Okay. So my weekend was well spent with families. Pics are in the camera and I'm too lazy to upload them. Hoho.
Okay,school on Monday was Normal? Except for the fact that I had tuition at night. It was quite okay :)
Tuesday. I had NAPFA test. It was so-so. I dont feel good. I'm ohso getting a Silver or even Bronze. Okay,whatever.
Wednesday. Quite okay. Had a physics test which was EASY. Alhamdulilah.
BUT during recess I had a fall all thanks to Tina. Grrr. I land on my head hitting the ground,landed on my injured knee side and had few cuts on my hands now.. Haha.
But at least PE made my day :)
I scored twice despite being "rembat" on every body part of mine. Haha. Knee,calves,arm.
K,nvm. Its soccer. Whatcha expect.
Alright,thats all.
Oops,I forgot. CONGRAGULATIONS TO MR. ARSHAVIN coz' he passed his FTT.
Thus,I'm waiting to be fetched from my house with a car hor :)
Guess,thats all?
I wont give up. I just have to work hard
xoxo,HazizahMiller
Sunday, April 26, 2009 @ 3:50 PM
Weehoo :)
I have nice curly hair,huh.
Cheh. Kembang!
OHOH!
Ytd my friend gave me a poem about me & wishing me goodnight.
BUT he complimented me about being a princess and end it with JANGAN KEMBANG.
Busted. I alr kembang then he say that. Busted ter-amat sangat tao.
KK,random.
Anyway,I'm going out later to fetch my mum from gym. I so envy her.
My leg seriously hurt right now. I just want somebody to just freaking chop off my leg. Just end this suffering yaw. Ohgosh. Nvm,I shall just stay strong. To the very end. One more month till the end of my suffering and its getting worse everyday. Ohmy.
Alright,cheer up :)
&& I"M BORED!
Ok,wth.
Immatures.
xoxo,HazizahMiller
Saturday, April 25, 2009 @ 4:40 PM
Heyho! Anyway,I got upload some pics. I was effing bored so I decided to curl my hair using this curler iron that I have. Hoho. I look mature? Haha. Anyway,mind my face tk is so UNGLAM. Haha. I look like I just wike up from hours of sleep. Anyway,enjoy :):)

Improper,ugly curl.


I'm sucha poser,I know :)








THE CUTEST PIC! K,mcm faham eh...


Hoho. Ugly right? Well,I do it myself okay! Anyway,I still prefer my long straight hair :):)
ANDAND my shirt is my favourite cartoon character.
IPIN&UPIN!
P/s I'm Ipin coz' I LOVE chicken like he does!
Alright,thats all. :):)
Cheerios.
Dont you wish that you can be a fly on the wall?
xoxo,HazizahMiller
Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 1:30 PM
Weehoo :)
Guess what! I had my Malay just now & I'm effing ecstatic. MY PAPER IS DO-ABLE!
Hawhaw. Especially my Paper 1! EASYY OIII! Why? Coz' I studied and someone said I'm ___________ for studying for Paper 1. Proved you wrong.
& FINE, its ARshavin,people. 3 years,it is. Heh.
Alright,off to my Private BLOG. Many things I wanna say to myself?
Haha.
Its called challenges
xoxo,HazizahMiller
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 @ 4:33 PM
Okay. Permission to burst my brain?
Ohgosh. What have I done? Ohmy. Nothing seems to be working right?
:(
I'm sorry?
xoxo,HazizahMiller
@ 4:33 PM
Okay,random pics:)
I'm bored.
BYE!

Boredom kills.
xoxo,HazizahMACHEDA!
@ 4:21 PM
RAZIF! GET A HANG OF YOURSELF!CHILL YAW! HAHA! XDYOU ARE SUPER IIRITATING :DYAY-NESS!K,I'm so mean. Haha. Kidding. One more time I'm gonna kill you.
Anyway,tell me the SUPRISE,pretty please?
Yeahs.
You're the craziest :)
xoxo,HazizahMACHEDA!
@ 3:27 PM
Weehoo:)
I havent been giving a proper update,huh?
Haha...okayy..shall update,PROPERLY.
Monday:)
I had school as per normal and nothing interesting happened,I think.
Okay,B-O-R-I-N-G.
Tuesday:)
I played a lil' trick on ____________. But didnt get caught :)
Awesome-ee :D
Wednesday:)
Had PE and I ran 2.4km. Trust me,it was torturous in my condition.
I'd rather be stabbed in my brain than have to run. Haha. Actualy,Its I chose to run :)
Hehe. From today onwards I've promised myself not to do such running anymore till mid May?
And,I'm gonna have tuition soon. Gosh.
Anyway,I just wanna say something to someone:
Its not really a competition. Its just a companion whom will be with you for 4 years.
HAHA! Good Luck & stay patient.
Well,if you want the discount that is.
And additional discount might be given if you pass a few tests. And I wont inform you if its a test or not lahs.. Haha.
I've predicted that you wont be able to make it.
Prove me wrong,aye :)
Ohs! R is going ITE and not poly. Sad :(
He got good O'lvls result but he doesnt want go MI/JC.
Whathellsxz :( I'm sad for him & I miss talking/hanging out with him. I think I would catch up with him,pretty soon. k,thats random. But,seriously... Haha. But nevermind,shall just think of how egoistic he is and I shall ignore him. OMG. Memories flashing back. Ohno,haha.
Okay,thats all:)
Alright,lazy update already.
Byee!
P-A-T-I-E-N-C-E
xoxo,HazizahMiller
Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 3:18 PM
Okay,so my day in school is rather short! Wee~
Had 3 free periods,okayy! Happy ya'know. And I got free treat during recess,Thanks! :)
And I'm home early:) well,thats the first.
Okay,I wanna catch some winks,perhaps?
I'm really exhausted. Alright,toodles.
I love Federico:)
xoxo,HazizahMiller
Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 6:28 PM
Okay,I'm really upset at myself right now...
I made someone really upset and most prolly angry at me.
Ohgosh. I've made things go way wrong.
All I have to say is just Sorry.
I'm truly sorry. If you dont realise,I'm trapped in between you two and am being put in a spot. :(
I know the both of you care so much about me and right now I treat the both of you equally.
Like what I've promised,3/4years down the road then I shall make a proper decision.
I'm seriously clueless. I dont know what I should do. I'm trying my best to make all of you happy and I care for the both of you equally.
I dont know what else to say,I'm helpless and am emotionally weak. Ohgod.
Can you guys tell me what you want me to do so that the both of you are happy?
Ahh. Whatever,I think if I were to go study right now its much more worth it.
I give up,I give up trying my best to please everyone around me trying to be fair and square and to make everyone happy. Whatever.
P/s I love no one right now and I'm a truly sensitive girl. I can break down anytime. But I'm gonna be strong,baby :)
Can't you see? This smile and happiness I've put on is all a fake. Havent you realise how much I've been suffering on the inside. Its useless trying to be nice towards everyone. F.Speechless
xoxo,HazizahMiller
@ 6:28 PM
Weehoo:)
Alright,I wanna go straight to some things that I gotta say:
1. I have the MOST iritating friend in the WholeWideWorld. I swear.
He's freaking iritating to the xcoresxz. And he's a simple person. Has no goals in life,saddening.
++ He's super shy when he's outside but super iritating at text msges. Imagine that!
2. I made history,babbyyy! I have a friend whom doesnt take afternoon naps but today he DID!
Why? I made him stress. Hehe. I rock. Cheerios to that. Jyeahs! :):)
3. I pranked my friend. I told him I have a BF. And I didnt tell him anything (details) about my BF. Hoho. He was suspicious but its been a week since I lied to him. I'm gonna confess to him that I have no BF,most prolly I'd do that tomorrow? Hehe. Typical mean Hazizah.
Anyway,to my DEAREST godbrother,Mr. Steven Travis: How have you been? Long time no tag? And you havent been asking how your babysister is doing right now :( Hm..saddening.
Okay,thats all I wanna say.
Random to the xcoresxz,can? Haha.
Mind me. :)
I'm truly THAT lucky?
xoxo,HazizahMiller
@ 6:28 PM
*sobs*
I did terribly for parade. Gosh. Sad y'know.
Ahh,nevermind. Over already.
But despite that,I'm tremendously HAPPY! I'm free yo'!
xD
Anyway,I'm gonna post about something stupid and silly that happened.
As ya'll know I have a girlfriend by the name: Ulin Nuha :)
I ended my POA lesson(last lesson) and headed for the canteen. I sat down with my two juniors and continued on my POA hwk so I dont have to bring it home and do. Ulin came by after a few minutes. Sat in front of me and here's a convo between us:
ULIN: Eh,kau tgh buat ape?
HAZ: POA.
ULIN: Oh...kau tgh buat qns ape?
HAZ: Err....qns 2 *thinking to myself: asal die ni tanye ah?*
ULIN: Oh..okay.
HAZ: Asal kau tanye? Kau amik POA ke?
ULIN: HAZIZAHHHHHHHHH!
HAZ: Ape?!
moments later...
HAZ: Oh. A'ah...! Kau amik POA! Haha xD
ULIN: Tsk..sedih seyh aku kau tk ingat aku..Hazizah,dah 1 tahun aku SAME class ngn kau..
*she said that in her ustazah-giving-ceramah-way*
Okay,so that was it! Sedih kn aku lupe GF aku amik ape subj. Haha.
Sorry,tgh confuse lahs that time..
After that she merajok with me and jeling me one of a kind. Ceh! Fierce,babe.. Haha.
Okay,random giler kn?Mind me.
Anyway,I took a short nap just now and I was distured,a few times.
Haiz...IRITATING!
Wakaka. xD
Here's another random fact:
P/s There's an animation character named PARTLY after me. Hawhaw. Coolios.
Alright,thats all. :D
I love my husband,fiancee',BoyFriend and scandal
xoxo,HazizahMiller
Friday, April 17, 2009 @ 5:51 PM
Weehoo:)
Alright,I've just reached home from a checkup at CCK Polyclinic just now.
Its nothing :) I'm perfectly fine.
Anyway,on thursday I had this English Compo test and I ended the test arnd 10mins before hand so I was freaking bored that I "Blog" on a piece of paper.
Here goes what I wrote :)
"
Alright,I'm so effing bored. I just had an english class test.Argumentative compo writing. Not too bad. Anyway,I miss blogging,alot! Wonder when I could go online & blog. Btw,I said I miss blogging is blogging at my private blog. Ohs,many people asked me if I could invite them so that they can read my private blog but I'm sorry,yah. My private blog can be read by me only. Even my husband,WWM,does not read my blog. Well,he respects me,thats why. Hmm...Let me say a few RANDOM things now: embrace yourself,readers. *not implying on anyone*-I want to edit pics but I'm tired-I want transfer songs but I'm lazy-I want update my FB but I have no mood-Myspace is DEAD-My batt is only 80% full & I could see some empty bars. Let me tell you,I hate that feeling. It SUCKS! Big time-In few minutess,I'm seating for my SS test-I have to bring two uniforms on Saturday :(-I hate people who Bitch-I hate gurly Girls-I hate girls who cant endure pain-FYI,Vietnam is banning DANCING. Ohgod,I so ANTI that lahs...They said it can help stop drug abuse. I DISAGREE. Dancing is harmless,okay! They should stop clubbing & not dancing! Nevermind,just dont ban Dancing in Singapore otherwise there'd be riot,trust me. Especially, hiphop/freestylers dancers-I have parade at 4pm later,gosh. Am so not prepared. Ohwell,thats all. Wish me luck for my test!"Okay,that was it. I wrote that in a foolscap paper and it covers exactly one page. Hawhaw.
Alright,enough update for now(?)
Hand pain ya' know type so long. Haha. But it actually just takes few minutes. Haha.
Okay,just wish me well. Thanks. Love ya'll.
Can anyone tell me the reason why,why me?
xoxo,HazizahMiller
Saturday, April 11, 2009 @ 9:03 PM
Heloohs:)
Guess what! I'm high,just now.
Hehheh.
Okay,so its been quite a while since I blogged,yah.
Well,busy woman mahx. Dont cha' know that! Hee...
Alright,allow me to say some Random Things :)
-I made a bet with a fellow friend,3 years down the road.
-I forgot that Ulin take the subject,POA.
-I LOVE running.
-I wanna go gym!
-I'm a stubborn girl :)
-I'm forced to go for a checkup
-I GOT MY PICS FROM AZMAN :):)
-I'll be having tuition in a while.
-Someone has not tagged my blog. Grr...
-I dont wanna give any of you hopes. Bluek! :P
Okay,superduper RANDOM. Mind me.
So,my schedule has been packed. And I still do not know where to go after O'lvls.
Shall just do my best :),hopefully.
Hehe.
okay,I wanna upload pics BUT as usual I'm LAZY :)
Hoho,how typical.
Alright,gotta go.
I dont wanna give hope,I dont wanna give hope,I dont wanna give hope
xoxo,HazizahMiller
@ 9:03 PM
Weehoo :)
Miss me?
Okay,Someone is reading my blog? Haha. :)
And its MR.RAZIF.
He wants me to blog about him...Tk tao malu ehs..
Ape seyy nk bbual pasal ni anak..? Haha.
K,tkpe. Lain kali eh? Hehe..jgn marah hur..
Alright,so how's my day?
Bole tahan terok... K,malas nyee nk blog..
Haha.. :)
K,update some other time... when I have something to say.
Haha. Off to my private blog,hehes...
I've lost my inspiration
xoxo,HazizahMiller
Thursday, April 09, 2009 @ 8:18 PM
I'm truly sorry.
Ohgod,I'm sucha big bitch,huh?
I'm soo busted.
Can you please STOP treating me so nice?
I can never forgive myself.
Emotional breakdown.
I hate you,move on. Hope that works
xoxo,HazizahMiller
@ 8:18 PM
I've been missing in action for about a week?
Pretty much,yeahs. Mind me. I'm ultimately busy this week :)
I have so many things to juggle with so little time. Thats life,aint it.
Alright,so my week is packed and due to that I've yet to recover from my sickness.
(Flu,slight fever,HEADACHE,kneecap)
See..I'm ohso sick. The next thing would be sick in the head.
On top of all this,I have to live with people whom are selfish.
Gosh,they just LOVE to take credit for things they "did" and LOVE to push the blame to others when anything goes wrong. Why are human beings so typical? L-I-F-E.
Anyway,I'm really thinking whether I should go for a checkup since my kneecap most probably has "problems"? Hm..MAYBE I'll go but not now,I'll go when I totally cant take the pain :)
So,whats up for me this weekend? Nothing. Most prolly I'll chiong and study and make up for loss time,yah.
Alrights,I have to say coz' I'm dead beat.
You're different,you're sincere but why me?
xoxo,HazizahMiller
Monday, April 06, 2009 @ 11:30 AM
Weehoo :D
Miss me?
Anyway,I'm really sorry for such short and inappropriate updates :D
So,how was my weekend? BUSY!
Saturday,040409
I had a one-day Prefects camp in sch. Had tuition in the morning and attended the camp shortly after. The moment I reach school,I took my packet lunch.
Not just because I'm hungry but its LEMAKKK AYAMMM oii. Haha xD
Then in the evening had BBQ. I swear I ate a lot. There were about 8 pits? I visited every pit and took one chicken,at least. Muahaha. xD Typical of Nur Hazizah :D
Then,went home with Ira & PS. However,on the way home,smth happened.
Was really glad I could help. Shall not elaborate as some people might think Im such a BRAG-er.
Gosh.
And,FINALLY! My Sunday arrived! Wee~~
Was a totaly splendid,amazing,happy,fun and MEMORABLE 050409. :D:D
Hawhaw.
And I'm supposed to be in school right now but I'm sick. So shall take a rest,soon.
Okayy,I'm off to blog at my private blog coz' I need to pour out everything in me. Hee...
Alright. Tc.
I am ohso confused. But one thing for sure,I want us to last.
xoxo,HazizahMiller
Friday, April 03, 2009 @ 8:04 PM
Heyho. Long time no blog. Sorry,readers.
I'm EXTREMELY busy,I tell ya'
Alright,shall start with Sunday night.
I had a small celebration at home then slept arnd 11+pm.
However,I couldnt sleep. I ended up tossing and turning. Sat in the toilet fr abt 1/2hr arnd 1+am in the morning and FINALLY,I vomitted :D
It was Disgusting. I vomitted and fill the sink up to the brim. Cool shitsxz. Haha.
Then Monday was feeling horrible and had Adam Khoo workshop which ended around 5pm.
Gerekkk... :D
Tuesday also have Adam Khoo workshop,left at 4pm fr Parade Rehearsal :D
Wednesday was back to normal lesson. Let me tell you,B-O-R-I-N-G! hawhaw.
Then Thursday[ytd] was MY BDAE!
Hoho.
I wanna thank all whom has wished me and gave me presents! Thank you soo much! Appreciate it loads!Love ya'll.xoxo,Haz Miller :DThen,today,Friday had Speech day parade rehearsal. I did horrible. I wasnt loud enough.
Sad pe.
Alright,that shall be it. Need study.
Anyway,to you-know-who please update your blog. I never update,you also huh?
Heh. :P
Okay,I'm dead beat! And dont expect me to update over the weekends coz'
on sat I have a one day camp for prefects up to 10pm?
and Sunday,do not disturb me. :D I'm BUSY!
OHYAH! The sec 2s will be having leadership training on 090409 so I will be able to meet the facilitators and ask fr my peekas!I want them badly! Gosh. :D
Anyway,do ya'll know I'm FAT! I've freaking gain weight! [anyhow assume :D]
Haha..I need the gym,IMMEDIATELY. Gosh,i'm turning into a fat pig. :P
ANd guess what I only drank Milo fr breakfast. Ate biscuits fr lunch and 1 curry puff fr dinner :D
NO HEAVY FOOD AT ALL,today. Coolios. Can lose weight. hawhaw. But my friends are gonna nag at me. Hah. Alright,thats all. BYEEEEEEEEEE! :D
P/s I love my personal life :D
You're head over heels over me,much?
xoxo,Hazizah Miller
Wednesday, April 01, 2009 @ 6:05 PM
VERYVERYVERY BUSY!
I will update when I have the time,just not now.
Sorry for any inconvenience(?)
Briefly,my life's like a roller coaster ride.
Hopefully I can cancel ALL plans on Sat and just go on with one,particular plan which is.... :D
I dont need you in my life,ever
xoxo,HazizahMiller