Okay,I'm really upset at myself right now...
I made someone really upset and most prolly angry at me.
Ohgosh. I've made things go way wrong.
All I have to say is just Sorry.
I'm truly sorry. If you dont realise,I'm trapped in between you two and am being put in a spot. :(
I know the both of you care so much about me and right now I treat the both of you equally.
Like what I've promised,3/4years down the road then I shall make a proper decision.
I'm seriously clueless. I dont know what I should do. I'm trying my best to make all of you happy and I care for the both of you equally.
I dont know what else to say,I'm helpless and am emotionally weak. Ohgod.
Can you guys tell me what you want me to do so that the both of you are happy?

Ahh. Whatever,I think if I were to go study right now its much more worth it.
I give up,I give up trying my best to please everyone around me trying to be fair and square and to make everyone happy. Whatever.
P/s I love no one right now and I'm a truly sensitive girl. I can break down anytime. But I'm gonna be strong,baby :)

Can't you see? This smile and happiness I've put on is all a fake. Havent you realise how much I've been suffering on the inside. Its useless trying to be nice towards everyone. F.

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