Life’s been real hard,yo’

Full of ups and downs that I had to overcome.

I’m trying to put on a strong front but I almost cant.

I don’t know. I just wanna give up in life. Yah,like I can.

I just need someone to talk to right now,desperately.

My mind is in a whirl. I just cant think.

I’m the type of person whom NEVER shares her problem.

Still,I wont. Thought how hard its gonna be,I still keep it in me.

Well,that’s just me. Its harmful but W. I don’t give a damn so why should you,aye?

I just feel that YOU think you’re suffering the most when clearly,YOU are not.

Saddening that you don’t realize I’m much more hurt and gutted than YOU are.

Oh,come on. I went to the extend of PW but YOU don’t,clearly.

And my brain tells me to be clever FOR ONCE and just LEAVE but my heart?

It tells me to stay put and just pray for a miracle to happen which clearly isn’t happening.

Sometimes,I just feel that I’m putting others infront of me just a lil’ too much and often which may do harm to myself.

I’ve always cared for YOU and others just too overwhelming that I forgot about myself at times.

I went to great extend to satisfy everyone and make them happy.

But,what do I get in return?

I just wished I can runaway to somewhere,anywhere where there’s no one at all to see me cry my heart out.

Its been hard on me and YOU have no idea.

I don’t know what else to do and sometimes I even have stupid ideas that I’m under __________________. Yupz,insanely stupid.

But it seems like its true. Okay,W.

What difference does it make,huh?

I seriously am at loss right now,this time.

How I wished could turn back time and never know YOU.

Life were much simpler,then. Still,I’d take back those wish coz’ I thought YOU were great but how long am I suppose to be this way before everything becomes perfect?

I can hold on no more.

I’m on the verge of giving up.

YOU’ve pushed me too far this time.

Can I be gone for good from YOUr life?


Hate that I love you-Rihanna feat Ne-yo

[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeah... Oh...

[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you (as much as I need you)
That's how much I need you (oh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so...

I hate this part-Pussy Cat Dolls

We're driving slow through the snow
On fifth avenue
And right now radio is
All that we can hear

Man we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us
It's worse in here

The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing is wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see sun set in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

But I gotta do this
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part

I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

Hush Hush-Pussy Cat Dolls

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you was strong enough, you should have known

I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never asked for help, I take care of myself
I don't know why you think you gotta hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So look at me and listen to me
Because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words, I never needed hurt
I never needed you to be there every day

I'm sorry for the way I let go
On everything I wanted when you came along
But I ain't never beatin', broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

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