Holla (:

Alright,Im feeling epic tense. There's so much things Im thinking about now.
&& at the end of the day today,Im getting blame all over again.

Im not trying to be impertinent but honestly,you think its my fault?
I dont think so.
I dont decide fr pple to stay by my side. They made their choice.
Ive tried pushing them away like how Ive tried pushing you away but obviously,it aint working out.
How mean of you to actually make it sound like Im THAT cruel to hurt pple's feelings.
Ive got no choice. I cant put them at gun point and tell them to leave.
Sometimes,I think you want everything to yourself. Ive never really been in love but Im sure there's two sides to everything.
1. You give in,make your loved ones happy or 2. you fight fr your loved ones. Idk what youre trying to do.
In addition,at times we dont realise things we had said hurt pple's feelings till we've been informed.
I tried doing that but you never change,have you? Youre still the same you. You cant accpt W critisicm given to you but you asked for them.
Idk in what other nicest manner I can put this to you. W Im saying right now is very cliche' huh?
And like Ive said,Im not perfect either but at least Im trying to change fr the better.
I gave in a lot more coz' I want peace btwn us despite it eating me up on the inside,I dont mind at all so long as we're gd.
Idk about you. And as I was saying,the way you say things can be hurtful eventhough its just any other word.
But the way you put it is so wrong and hurtful. Yeahs,I speak my mind with terrible manners at times but at least I get my message through and not beat arnd the bush.
Time and again,Idk what language to talk to you,man.
Goddammit. Do you know how stressful it is to handle so many pple going after the same thing/person.
Its VERY stressful and FYI,I didnt ask fr this. All I ever wanted was a decent life. And if you could help me,please stop making my life miserable.
You cant stoop so low to my wanted standard then leave me and dont ever bother with me ever again. Yeahs,sounds simple
Sound like I can adapt to you leaving but in actual fact,no.
No,I cant. But at least life would be better for you coz' there's no one arnd to correct your mistakes,I hope.
And you were absolutely burning with envy when I dont argue or scold the rest often. But do you know why? You dont.
So stop looking at things the way you see it. You gotta see in too deep. You make think this is crappy and aint making sense but would take some time and reflect over things.
Think you way through slowly coz' I already did. Youre just too intense. You need to chill,dude.





Please Don't Leave Me Lyrics

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I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time have I kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
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I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
When my heart is....broken

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Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
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Please don't leave me
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I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry.

Da da da da, da da da da
da da da da-da da
Please, please don't leave me

Baby please don't leave me
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no
You say I don't need you but it's always gonna come right back,
It's gonna come right back to this.
Please, don't leave me.
No.
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me

With Love,
AllisonMiller

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