
Hello Earthlings (:
Yeahs,yeahs. Os coming and I shld be mugging etcetc.
Please. Stop. Your nagging aint working out.
So I slept quite early ytd,arnd 12+am.
Had a chat with Mr. AF.
He was there consoling me all night. Well,smth was bugging me and he keep pestering me to tell him what happened. I did and yeahs.
My head was hurting so bad ytd with all that thinking. Mr. AF was a lil upset due to ...
So,I woke up pretty late. Why?
Coz that's the only time when my brain switch off and my mind stop thinking aka stop hurting so bad. I didnt even wanna get off my bed today! Haha.
So did absolutely nth today. Will be mugging at night,I guess.
"I really am so confused. Both of us want our way and obviously it aint working out.Why? YOUR attitude. I aint saying Im perfect and I dont claim to be but at least Im better off than you. I srsly do not know how to get it in your brain that its all coz' of YOU. Yeahs,my anti-guy just doubled its hatred since what,ytd? Yeahs. Guys are pure assholes. They only know how to blame a girl,take ANY girl fr a one night stand, hurt a girl and guys only knows how to make a girl's life miserable. That's what guys do. I dont listen to bullshit like "NOT all guys are the same" Please. Spare me that crap. Thats bullshit. Yeahs,ya'll heard me. Its super duper annoying. And dont worry,I got evidence that guy sucks. Apparently,a lot of them. But at the end of the day,I still do not know what to do. I do A,its wrong. I do B,its not turning out well. I dont do anything,it gets worse. So,whathellsxz? And what I see is that,you can actually survive without me but you aint leaving,why? You wanna make my life miserable. Erm,FYI,its miserable enough and no amount of effort can make me feel worse. "Identifying the issue and then telling your partner your specific complaint and how you feel". Uh,to whoever wrote that line,I did and it didnt work out. So,work on new strategies,yeahs?
Bottom line: Different people,different way of approach"
Alright,thats all from me. Im off to blog my heart out at my Private B.
With love,
AllisonMiller