Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 2:21 AM
EDITED*
Wonderful update by someone. I would never forget this. Memories (:
"Sorry i wont stop you from leaving,but believe me...don't come back and beg me to return,it will NOT and NEVER gonna happen.I'm gonna to turn my back now and move on.....to a brighter light,after all i'm just 19,y'know!"
Sigh. You keep changing your words. Idk which one to believe one. Ass. So mad at myself and at you. Im mad at myself fr falling in love easily. Bitch me. And Im mad at you fr manymany more reasons. Sucker. Idk what to do. Thanks,BB fr your comforting.
With Lotsa Love,
Aly.
Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 8:57 PM
Okay,it just got worse.
Sheesh.
Idk what to do. I swear. I mean,all I ever wanted is a decent guy,a decent life.
Nth much. Why must guys be so selfish at times? He's just like ____.
Very selfish,annoying much?
Sigh. Idk who I can turn to now. I just left Shafeeq a long offline text. Hah
Let's see if he can help. :(
For now,Im gonna be feeling suckish. Great.
With great depression,
Aly
Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 1:44 PM
Edited*

Hello,readers.
Ya know what. RF is right. Omg. The number is increasing?
Sigh. Extreme confusion state,can.
Idk what happened,man. Omg. Idk why I did that. Stop increasing lahs the numbers. Gahhh.
No bragging here bt srsly lah. I never know why. Sigh. Idk what to do now. Idk whats my next move. Gahhh. What shld I do now? Boohoohoo. I feel like a zombie. F.
With Love,
Aly.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @ 11:19 PM
Holla,readers (:
3RD post of th day. Heehee.
Im chatting with Arif and we are cursing and swearing each other. He's a MF asshole. He said Imma certified idiot. Ass,right?
Haha.
Shall continue cursing. BRB.
Okay,we have stopped. Stupid jerk. Hahahaha.
Im currently uploading peekas at FB and its freakingly slow. Im gonna change my blog song while waiting. Hee. (:
Okay lahs,I lazy uhs want blog. Haha.
P/s Thanks Fir fr the new song at my blog. Without you,I would never change it coz' Im freaking lazy. Haha. (:
XOXO,
Aly (:
@ 7:02 PM
This song lyrics is dedicated to a friend. He shld know who he is.
"A Little Too Not Over You"
Oohhhh oh, oh..
It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....
Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..
@ 5:55 PM

Heyho (:
Guess what. Today is the 24th Nov 09. AHHHHH. F.
Been moody all day. Sorry,Nayim if you think Im mad at you. Im not.
Anyhoo,on Monday morning when my Momma flew off,I cried like a baby. Srsly.
I was sobbing badly that my aunt and sis gotta calm me down. Sigh.
Nevermind. On a lighter note,prom cheered me up a lil.
I was really moody and down. Heh. But when it was dancing time,I danced my ass off.
Speaking of dance,Im gonna text B. Nick later. He's gonna coach me HipHop dance,some break dance stuff coz' Imma noob! Heehee.
Alrightaye,guess what. Im craving fr KFC. Idk why. Haha.
Okay,my BB gonna call me later. *sexcited*
Toodles!
With Love,
Aly.
Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 9:23 PM

Holla,earthlings! (;
Firstly,my leg hurts so bad. Boohoohoo.
Why? Coz' Im so bloody dumb. Haha
Anyhoo,accompanied Nanaskinny hunting fr her Prom Dress with her BF,mankaysiaoo Idk what,Sab-eh and Nette.
We were suppposed to meet up at 12pm but ended up we met arnd 1.45pm. Haha. So bloody late. Hee. I was late coz' I went to do my hair. Hawhaw. (:
Then headed to Far East,bought the dress then to bugis where I found my earrings! Wee, then walked to Esplanade and my leg wanted to come off. Haha. Then slacked and camwhored. ;)
Peekas are with Sab,she'll upload it via FB. So wait longlong Heh.
Now,Im suppose to chat with 4 people.
My BB but he gotta go offline. Boohoohoo. Then AF but he MIA,Idk do what. Then Fir,watching TV aand I know youre reading this,Nayim. Made me wait fr 30mins. Sheesh. Okay,Nayim went to eat. Pfft. Then was all alone so I could finallly blog. Hee. (:
Tmrw will be with Family and Sunday too. Monday,my mum flying already. Gahh,I wanna cry :(
But I have Prom at night. Fetch me someone,I dont want go home all alone :( Boohoohoo.
Cant wait to dress up. Wee!
Okay,I forgot whats Sab's link. Hmmmmm. Dumbdumb.
Alrightaye,shall end it off here.
My eyes are getting heavy. Sheesh.
Gdnight. XOXO.
With Love,Aly.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 8:47 PM

Holla (:
My shoulder's aching badly,Idk why. Sheesh.
Anyhoo,was supposed too go job hunting with Ila & Yanty today but my Mummy got me a job already. The pay's not bad (:
&& Im coaching tuition too! From Primary Sch to Sec 2 (: So,hire me people!
Haha.
Anyway,going prom hunting with Nanaskinny this Friday. She's bringing her BF and Imma Lamppost? Tag along,someone! Boohoohoo fr me. :(
Nevermind,shall ask arnd later. Hee.
Anyway,Im sexcited fr 25th! (:
Alright,thats all fr now.
With Love,
Aly (:
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 11:22 AM
So much fr your "Will be remembered".
Two words for you,
F Off. (:
@ 9:48 AM
Muke aku dah serabai pukul 11 malam. Haha.Hello,readers.
Its 9.49am on my Lappy and guess what,IM AWAKE!
Haha.
So,my weekends have been tiring due to the Kenduri but it was kinda okay after playing with Putri Jaquelina.
She's freakingly cute and she's only 1 month old? Plus,she's very strong.
Every time she wakes up regardless of the time she would take out all cooking utensils then she would carry on doing W babies do. Haha. And her mummy dressed her up on Sunday freakingly pretttaaayyyy!
Okay,so Monday did abit of cleaning up and my house is slightly messy with all the Catering sets and I had Ayam Penyet ytd. WEEEEEEE!
And smth random here to say, IM BROKE AND I LOVE JP. Haha.
Okay,so if I see _____'s face,I so wanna slap it right now. Haha! Evil me.
Okay,kidding.
Alright,its bright and early and I normally dont wake up at this time but after reading somone's text I could not go back to sleep anymore. Disturbing text.
Okay,off to edit some peekas (:
With Love,
HazizahM.
Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 2:00 PM

I had a gd head start last morning. Everything was going well till last evening.
Sigh.
Dont really wish to talk about it actually.
And its continuing now. Pfft.
Nevermind,I dont wanna spoil my Friday Date so I shall make myself happy and throw away all anger. Hm.
AND I DID!
Okay,I wanna edit some peekas but its loading freakingly slow. OMG.
What shld I do now? IM BORED (:
If ya'll notice,my blog post aint making sense. Im just typind W that comes to my mind. Haha.
Alright,shall end here before it becomes THE CRAPPIEST POST OF THE YEAR.
Toodles.
With Love,
Aly.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 7:54 PM

Holla,Readers (:
Guess what. Ive been editing peekas and I gotta keep resizing it coz' it cant fits my ph.
Pfft. Annoying,much?
Anyhoo,tomorrow would be my last Olevels paper! Wee.
Baik or what! xD
And,Im gonna stay home on thursday and be a gd girl coz' Im going out on friday!
I have date (: Wee. Im freaking sexcited! (:
And my Momma better not cancel it again. Hmph.
Alright,nth much.
Thats all.
With Love,
Aly.
Sunday, November 08, 2009 @ 7:13 PM
Holla,readers.
Yeahs,like there's any.
Anyhoo,had a random chat with B. Nick and Shafeeq.
Right now,that's where I turn to.
Nowhere else to turn to.
Shafeeq said I did the right thing. IDK. Its just hard to accept. Its gonna be hell fr me. I need time adapting to it. Deep down,I never wanted this. I think you know but I think you dont care. Its been that way. Guess I got to strike out my appmt on 24 th Nov 09 out. I dont think its longer needed.
With Love,
Aly.
Friday, November 06, 2009 @ 10:25 PM
Holla.
Miss me?
Anyway,my mind is spinning like heck. Confusion state. So many things is happening.
Sigh.
Will be back to update a proper post soon.
Date me someone tmrw? (: Im free.
CEH.
With Love,
AllisonMilller
Thursday, November 05, 2009 @ 2:50 PM

Hello,Earthlings (:
Like finally I can say this:
1 more paper and Im done with Os! Weeeeeee.
Life's been like a roller coaster ride fr me. Despite sitting fr Os,I still have some lifeshitsxz bugging me. W.
So,Mr. AF told me to fix a whole week, if better,two weeks fr job hunting. Sheesh. My Nov packed lah deyyy. But I hope we get the same job coz' ...... AF knows why. Hee (:
So,will be looking forward to job hunting. And he's gonna bring me to ___ & ___ to look fr a job. Idk how he knows that we can go job hunting there. Heh. Imma noob,I know. W.
Andand I bought my prom dress already. Its Retro Modern and not Retro at all. Who cares. Its MY prom,W. But its super sexaaaaayyyyyy but nvmd,Ive found ways to cover it up. Haha.
What else huh?
Ive got nothing to say actually. Heh. May be taking a nap,Idk.
Thats all fr now.
With Love,
AllisonMiller
Sunday, November 01, 2009 @ 4:16 PM

So trust me,now?
What am I all this while huh?
I dont wish to tell you coz' there goes the "surprise" but you pushed me.
Nice.
With Love,
Aly.