Anyhoo,had a random chat with B. Nick and Shafeeq. Right now,that's where I turn to. Nowhere else to turn to.
Shafeeq said I did the right thing. IDK. Its just hard to accept. Its gonna be hell fr me. I need time adapting to it. Deep down,I never wanted this. I think you know but I think you dont care. Its been that way. Guess I got to strike out my appmt on 24 th Nov 09 out. I dont think its longer needed.